1. Notes: 54 / 2 years ago  from 4eversometimes


    Teaser to one of the songs on my new EP, Circus Head 

  2. 5 years ago 
    "Make your choice, adventurous Stranger; Strike the bell and bide the danger, Or wonder, till it drives you mad, What would have followed if you had."
  3. 5 years ago 
    Jack has one switch…  ON!  ;)

    Jack has one switch…  ON!  ;)

  4. 5 years ago 
    "Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."
    - Neil Gaiman
  5. 5 years ago 
    "You must do the thing you think you cannot do."
    - Eleanor Roosevelt
  6. 5 years ago 
    "Love conquers all things except poverty and toothache. ~Mae West ;)"
  7. Notes: 1 / 5 years ago 

    Epic Quotes…

    “It’s not the sads or the happies that are gonna getcha! It’s the indifference.”

    “I see nothing ugly about the world outside the people in it, plagued by evil and perception.”

    “The world will only be perfect when it realizes how perfect its imperfections are.”

    “Total narcissists disgust me. Complete and total self-deprecation is fine, or complete arrogance is fine but walking a bad line is worse.”

    “You have a beautiful pout I will wager.”

    “Build a better fool.  There are too many actresses.  Just be a star.  A star is so rarefied that even the thickest person, the most hateful, will smile at them and respect their presence.”

    “Paris Hilton is a ridiculous, self-obsessed woman.  I didn’t call her for seconds.”

    “I like to see if my obsessions last six months before acting on them.”

    “Contentment is the goal.  Raise the middle ground of one’s pits and troughs.  Vibrate higher, but don’t expect an unmumpy ride.”

    “I know if I had the option of just being hurt with the one night by that girl I would take it.”

    “Don’t lose your sense of humor, sarcasm laced with optimism and a drop of pessimism…  That’s all I’m saying.”

    “Honesty is the sexiest thing.”

    “If God is Love, to pretend to know all is horribly blasphemous.”

    “You know what you want love to be for you, you don’t just want any slim version of it offered to you through mutual illusions.”

    “We make a happier numbness we can deal with…  it’s exhausting.”

    “Romantic love is no love at all.  It is the oxycontin of fools.”

    “What the best way to make someone feel loved?  Believing in them.  When someone believes in you, it’s wonderful…  All the little things, the spontaneous touches here and there, saying i love you when you are really feeling it, and not just because you feel obligated to say it at the end of a phone call, or at the end of a night.  Just out of the blue when it hits you.  Being your mate’s champion and best friend.  Loving them for all their faults and all their good qualities at the same time.”

    “Perpetually just dying for long hug and kiss with someone who can just be honest about what’s going on.”

    “I told her how when she touched me, it was like I never wanted to kiss anyone so bad, but I just couldn’t.”

    “It was so linear you could have cut vegetables with it.  I think it kinda proved the 1,000,000 chimps theory wrong.”

    “Don’t sell people a movie, people won’t care.  Sell them a dream of a movie, and it just might work.”

    “I am not a formerly negative person who can now annoy people until they forget themselves a second…  I am a still negative person who just doesn’t care anymore.  Just irritate around the edges of what was said, voice the old doubts, and probe for the truth with a mighty stick of confused hatefulness.”

  8. Notes: 1 / 5 years ago 

    Jon’s Epic Techno “Leave” Remix…  I LOVE IT!!!  :)

  9. 5 years ago 

    The Loyalty of Love

    Love comes in many forms. Not always the form we want or think we need, but come it does. It’s all around us if we just look for it. For me, I’ve decided that I’m no longer going to choose the love that can come between a man and a woman. Has it hurt me too deeply too many times? Yes, it has. Is that why I’m making this decision? No, it’s not. I’ve simply come to realize that I can take care of my own physical needs. Well. And I like to be on my own. I also prefer the love that comes out of friendship and mutual likes and dislikes, interests and hobbies, rather than any based on physical attraction or compatibility. To put it simply, I quote a friend: With a platonic relationship you never have to worry whether the person loves being around you because they love you and enjoy your company, or the fact that you let them stick their tongue and various other items into your mouth.

    Someone once said: It’s so easy to think about love, to talk about love, and to wish for love… But it’s not always easy to recognize love, even when we hold it in our hands. That’s because love here on earth is an idea. A fantasy played out in our minds. It’s not real. You can’t touch it. It’s a myth.

    Take for instance relationships. People get into relationships and fancy themselves in love. Then for various reasons the relationship doesn’t work out, and the couple parts ways. What do they then do? They begin thinking of the last few others they have dated: the guys or girls who didn’t work out before. They start remembering the great things about those relationships and wondering what went wrong. They fancy themselves still in love with them. What they don’t realize is that if they were really in love with that person from before, they wouldn’t have been with the other person they were with the past few months. If they absolutely loved them, they’d rather have been alone than been with anyone else.

    And what sorts of things break couples up? Not varied interests. Opposites attract. Not even arguing. Some of the best couples have wonderful disagreements and many, many years of happiness together. Even varied morals can sometimes be overcome, but it is extremely difficult. So what is it that makes couples break up? To put it simply: doubt. You can always give someone the benefit of the doubt initially. Give a person your trust unless they’ve done something to deserve it being taken away. However: Pure love and suspicion cannot dwell together: at the door where the latter enters, the former makes its exit.

    The minute suspicion enters into the equation, the relationship is doomed to failure and might as well be let go. This is accomplished with sometimes minor doing. For some people, it could simply be a statement that you find someone attractive. I greatly disagree with this and feel that most people need to get over themselves. The human body is beautiful, God made each and every one of us unique, and appreciation of that is not a crime, simply an observance. However, there are many other things that are not so minor. Getting someone’s number in a bar wouldn’t be minor. Chatting with someone online and letting them think you are single and they have a chance with you, that’s not minor. Having sex with someone from the office, that’s not minor. The minute real doubt comes in, suspicion, the relationship is doomed.

    This is probably why I have come to the decision to stop searching for a perfect love that I know does not exist. I’d rather be alone that just keep being let down. Does it say something bad about my humility? Probably. Yet, I am one of THOSE types. I know that I am a diamond in the rough. The guy who says goodbye to me is out of his mind sort. Not because I’ve got a big head and think I’m all that. Because I know what I have to offer someone is one of the greatest gifts you can give when it comes to a relationship. Not love. Not sex. LOYALTY. Unconditional loyalty. THAT is what every relationship could use to survive. Beyond that, everything else is just fluff. Icing on the cake. If everyone in a relationship gave their partner unconditional loyalty, the world would be a much happier place.

    I however, know that there just aren’t many others in the world that think like this. Which is why I’ve given up looking for it. I’d rather be alone than end up a suspicious, loyal shrew; because those two qualities don’t go well hand in hand. They are a recipe for misery. Suspicion enters, but I am too loyal to acknowledge it. Even when it’s flung in my face, I tend to look the other way and choose to be loyal. Masochism is what it becomes.

    So what will be a healthy relationship for me in the future? I’ve no idea really. I’ve never started down this road before. Will it look like friendship? Yes. Of that I am sure. Whatever else happens, it will be friendship at the core.

  10. 5 years ago 
    Alice Wonderland

    Alice Wonderland